Lecture

20–21 April. Night Walks Through Eastern Crimea

Photographs taken at the spawning site of marsh frogs and green frogs in the village of Prymorske, located near Feodosia. In fact, I went there to run a school olympiad for prospective students,

Every week I have to write a column for Computerra. I keep a file where I collect ideas. About a week ago I wrote down that if parapsychological phenomena really occurred, living organisms would make full use of them. I planned to include in such a column (and perhaps still will) a description of the orientation of birds and turtles. A little earlier, thinking about the prospects for the survival of humanity (and about Teilhard de Chardin's idea that our life would be meaningless if the existence of humanity were not eternal), I arrived at the feeling that stages of its development sufficiently distant from us must inevitably be alien to us. It's one thing - children and grandchildren, another - imagined descendants who differ greatly from us...

In Alexander Markov's LiveJournal I saw a link to a wonderful blog devoted to developmental genetics. There, among other interesting things, I saw a quote from Lem's story "Limfater's Formula." There, both the idea I've just laid out, and one more of "my" blanks, which I won't write about here, are explicitly formulated. In general, it often happens that our filters lead us to encounters with certain ideas once we've already arrived at them ourselves (some kind of Jungian synchronicity). Either way, the story is wonderful. I'll place it in the "Important Articles" section, so there's no need to send people far away for it - it will be more convenient to read here...

Stanislaw Lem

Limfater's Formula

- Dear sir... just a moment. Forgive my intrusiveness... Yes, I know... my appearance... But I'm compelled to ask... no, ah, no. This is a misunderstanding. Was I following you? Yes. That's true. From the bookshop, but only because I saw through the window... you were buying "Biophysics" and "Abstracts"... And when you sat down here, I thought this was a wonderful opportunity... If you would allow me to look through... both of them. But mainly "Abstracts." For me it's a vital necessity, and I... can't afford... That's evident just by looking at me, isn't it... I'll look through it and return it right away, it won't take much time. I'm looking for only one thing... a certain notice... Will you give it to me? I don't know how to thank you... I'd better step outside... The waiter is coming, I wouldn't want... I'll leaf through it out on the street, over there, across the way, you see? There's a bench there... and I'll do it right away... What did you say? No, don't do that... You shouldn't invite me... really... all right, all right, I'll sit down. I beg your pardon? Yes, of course, coffee is fine. Anything, if it's necessary. Oh, no. That's really no. I'm not hungry.
Perhaps my face... but that's only appearance. May I look through it here... even though it's impolite?.. Thank you. This is the latest issue... no, I can already see there's nothing in "Biophysics." But here... yes, yes... aha... Crispen - Novikov - Abdergarten Sukhima, imagine, already for the second time... oh!.. No. That's not it. There's nothing here. Well then... I'm returning it with gratitude. Once again I can be at ease - for two weeks... that's all. Please, pay no attention to me... coffee? Ah, right, coffee. Yes, yes. I'll sit here, I'll be silent. I wouldn't want to impose, the intrusiveness of an individual like myself... I beg your pardon? Yes, it probably does seem strange - such interests combined with such, hm, exterieur... <External appearance - Fr.> But, for God's sake, not that. Why on earth should you be apologizing to me? Thank you very much, no, I prefer it without sugar. A habit from the years when I wasn't yet so talkative... You don't want to read? You see, I thought... Ah, that expectant look in your eyes. No, not instead. Nothing instead, with your permission, of course, I can tell you. There's nothing for me to fear. A beggar who studies the "Biophysical Journal" and "Abstracts." Amusing. I'm aware of it. From better times I still have a sense of humor left. Wonderful coffee. Does it seem as though I'm interested in biophysics? Actually, that's not quite so. My interests... I don't know whether it's worth... Only don't think I'm playing coy. What? Is that you? Did you publish last year the work on comitants of affinors with multiple curvature? I don't remember the exact title, but it's interesting. Quite different from Baum's approach. Holloway tried to do this once, but it didn't work out for him. An awkward business, these affinors... You know how unstable nonholonomic systems are... One can drown, that happens in mathematics, when a person tries to storm it in a hurry, to seize the bull by the horns... Yes. I should have said this long ago. Limfater. Ammon Limfater - that's my name. Please, don't be surprised by my disappointment. I don't hide it, why should I? This has happened to me many times already, and still, each time, in a new way... it's a little... painful. I understand everything... The last time I published something... was twenty years ago. You were probably still... well, of course. And even so? Thirty years? Well then, you had nothing to do with it then: your interests were most likely directed elsewhere... And after that? Merciful God, I see you're not insisting. You're tactful, I might even say you're trying to treat me as... a colleague. Ah, what are you saying! I'm free of false shame. I have enough of the genuine kind. Very well. The story is so incredible that you'll be disappointed... Because it's impossible to believe me... No, one can't. I assure you. I've told it more than once already. And each time I refused to disclose the details that might attest to its truthfulness. Why? You'll understand once you've heard it all. But it's a long story, forgive me, I did warn you. You wanted this yourself. It began almost thirty years ago. I had finished university and was working for Professor Haave. Well, of course, you've heard of him. He was a celebrity! A very sensible celebrity! He didn't like taking risks. He never took risks. True, he allowed us - I was his assistant - to occupy ourselves with a bit more than the program, but in principle... no! Let this be only my story. Of course, it's bound up with the fates of other people, but I have a tendency toward talkativeness, which at my age is hard for me to control. After all, I'm sixty years old, and I look even older, probably, in part because with my own hands...
Incipiam <Let us begin - Lat.>. So then, it was in the seventies. I was working for Haave, but I was interested in cybernetics. You know how it is: the fruit in someone else's garden always seems the tastiest. Cybernetics occupied me more and more. Eventually my boss could no longer tolerate this. I'm not surprised by that. I wasn't surprised then either. I had to fuss about a bit, and in the end I got a place with Daimon. Daimon - you've probably heard of him too - belonged to the McCulloch school. Unfortunately, he was dreadfully peremptory. A brilliant mathematician, he practically juggled with imaginary spaces, I found his reasoning terribly appealing. He had this funny habit - growling out the final result like a lion... but that's not important. I worked for him for a year, reading and reading... You know how it is: whenever a new book came out, I couldn't wait for it to reach our library, I ran and bought it myself. I devoured everything. Everything... Daimon, to be fair, considered me promising... and so on. I already had one rather good quality back then, a phenomenal memory. You know... I could list for you right now the titles of all the works published year by year by our institute over twelve years. Even the diploma theses... Now I only remember; back then, I memorized. This let me juxtapose different theories, different points of view - after all, in cybernetics a fierce holy war was being waged then, and the spiritual children of the great Norbert were throwing themselves at each other so that... But some kind of worm was gnawing at me... My enthusiasm lasted a day: what thrilled me today began to trouble me tomorrow. What was it about? Well, about the theory of electronic brains... ah, yes? I'll be frank: you know, it's even a good thing, I won't have to worry excessively about some carelessly mentioned detail... Oh, come now! That would be an insult on my part! I'm not afraid of any... any plagiarism, not at all, the matter is far more serious, you'll see for yourself. However, I keep speaking in hints... True, an introduction is necessary. So then: the whole theory of information appeared in the heads of several people within almost a matter of days; at first everything seemed relatively simple - feedback, homeostasis, information as the opposite of entropy - but it soon turned out that this couldn't quickly be fitted into a system, that it was a quagmire, a mathematical morass, a roadless waste. Schools began to arise, practice went its own way - they built those electronic machines for calculations, for translation, learning machines, chess-playing machines... And theory went its own way, and soon an engineer who worked with such machines found it hard to find common ground with a specialist in information theory... I myself nearly drowned in these new branches of mathematics, which sprang up like mushrooms after rain, or rather, like new tools in the hands of burglars trying to crack open the armor of a secret... But these are wonderful fields all the same, aren't they? One can possess an unattractive woman, or an ordinary one, and envy those who possess beauties, but in the end a woman is a woman; whereas people indifferent to mathematics, deaf to it, always seemed to me like cripples! They are poorer by an entire world - such a world! They don't even suspect that it exists! A mathematical construction is boundlessness itself, it leads wherever it wants, a person seems to create it, but in essence merely uncovers a Platonic idea sent down from who knows where, a rapture and an abyss, because most often it leads nowhere... One fine day I said to myself: enough. All this is wonderful, but I don't need wonders, I must arrive at everything myself, absolutely, as if there had never been a single Wiener, von Neumann, McCulloch in the world... And so, day by day, I cleared out my library, furiously cleared it out, enrolled in Professor Hyatt's lectures, and took up the study of animal neurology. You know, starting with mollusks, with invertebrates, from the very beginning... A dreadful occupation; because all of this, essentially, is descriptions - these unfortunate biologists and zoologists, at bottom, understand nothing. I saw this quite clearly. Well, and when after two years of hard labor we reached the structure of the human brain, I felt like laughing. Truly: I looked at all those papers and photograms of Ramón y Cajal, those silver-stained branchings of cortical neurons... the dendrites of the cerebellum, beautiful as black lace... and brain sections, there were thousands of them, among them old ones, still from Villiger's atlases, and I tell you: I laughed! Why, they were poets, these anatomists, just listen to how they named all these regions of the brain whose function they didn't understand at all: the horn of the hippocampus, the horn of Ammon... the pyramidal bodies... the calcarine fissure...
At first glance, this has nothing to do with my story. But only at first glance, because, you see, if I hadn't been surprised by many things that surprised absolutely no one else... didn't even catch anyone else's attention... if not for that, I would surely be a sclerotic professor by now with some two hundred papers that nobody remembers - but as it is...
I'm talking about so-called inspiration. Where I got it from, I have no idea. Instinctively - for long years, probably always - everyone imagined that there existed... that one could take into account only one type, one kind of brain - the kind with which nature endowed man. Well, after all, homo <Man - Lat.> is such a rational creature, higher, first among the higher beings, lord and king of creation... yes. And so the models - both the mathematical ones on paper, Rashevsky's, and the electronic ones of Grey Walter - all of this arose sub specie auspiciis <Under the external observation - Lat.> of the human brain - this unattainable, most perfect neural machine for thought. And they consoled themselves with the illusion, naively, that if it should ever prove possible to create a mechanical brain able to rival the human one, it would, of course, only be because structurally it would be absolutely similar to the human brain.
A minute of unbiased reflection reveals the boundless naivety of this view. "What is an elephant?" they asked an ant that had never seen an elephant. "It's a very, very big ant," the ant answered... What did you say? Even now? I know, it's still dogma, everyone continues to reason this way, that's precisely why Corvaisse refused to publish my paper - fortunately, he refused. That's how I speak of it now, but back then - back then, of course, I was beside myself with rage... ah! Well, you understand. A little more patience. So then, inspiration... I returned to birds. This, I must tell you, is a very interesting story. Do you know it? Evolution has gone down various paths - after all, it is blind, it's a blind sculptor who cannot see its own creations and doesn't know - how could it know? - what will become of them later. Speaking figuratively, it's as if nature, conducting its ceaseless experiments, kept wandering time and again into dead ends and simply abandoned there its unripe creations, these failed results of experiments, which had nothing left to do but be patient: they were destined to vegetate for hundreds of millions of years... while nature itself took up new ones. Man is man thanks to the so-called new brain, the neoencephalon, but he also has what serves as the brain in birds - the striped body, the striatum; in him it's pushed deep down, weighed under by this great helmet, this all-covering mantle of our pride and glory, the cerebral cortex... Perhaps I'm mocking a little, God knows why. So then, it went like this: birds and insects, insects and birds - this gave me no peace. Why did evolution stumble here? Why are there no intelligent birds, no thinking ants? And there very well might have been... you know, one need only weigh it: if insects had gone further in their development, humanity wouldn't hold a candle to them, it could do nothing, it wouldn't withstand the competition - not a chance! Why? Well, how could it be otherwise? After all, birds and insects, to varying degrees, of course, come into the world with ready-made knowledge, exactly what they need; to each his due. They hardly have to learn anything, but we? We waste half our lives learning, only to spend the second half discovering that three-quarters of what we've stuffed into our heads is useless ballast. Can you imagine what it would be like if a child of Hyatt's or Einstein's could come into the world with knowledge inherited from the father? Yet it's as foolish as any newborn. Learning? The plasticity of the human mind? You know, I believed in that too. Nothing strange about it. If from your school days you're endlessly told the axiom - that man is precisely man because he comes into the world like a blank page and must learn even to walk, even to grasp objects with his hand; that herein lies his strength, his distinction, his advantage, the source of his might rather than his weakness - and all around you see the grandeur of civilization - then you believe it, you accept it as a self-evident truth not worth arguing about.
I, however, kept returning in my thoughts to birds and insects. How does it happen - by what means do they inherit ready-made knowledge passed down from generation to generation? Only one thing was known. Birds have, essentially, no cortex - that is, the cortex plays no great role in their neurophysiology - and insects have none at all - and so insects come into the world with almost the entire stock of knowledge they need for life, while birds have a significant part of it. From this it follows that the cortex is the foundation of learning - this... this obstacle on the road to greatness. Because otherwise knowledge would accumulate, so that some great-great-grandson of a Leonardo da Vinci would become a thinker compared to whom Newton or Einstein would seem like cretins! Forgive me. I got carried away. So then, insects and birds... birds. Here the question was clear. They descend, as is known, from reptiles, and so could only develop that plan, that constructive premise which was already contained in the reptiles: the archistriatum, the pallidum - these parts of the brain were already given; birds, properly speaking, had no prospects whatsoever, and before the first of them ever rose into the air, the matter had already been lost. A compromise solution: a bit of nerve nuclei, a bit of cortex - neither one thing nor the other; compromises never pay off anywhere, not in evolution either. Insects - well, here the matter stood differently. They had chances: this symmetrical, parallel structure of the nervous system, the paired ventral ganglia... from which we've inherited rudiments. This inheritance has not only been squandered but also transformed. What do they do in us? They run the functioning of our intestines! But - please note, I beg you! - they know how to do this from the very moment of birth; the sympathetic and parasympathetic systems know from the very start how to govern the workings of the heart, the internal organs; yes, the vegetative system knows how to do this, it's intelligent from birth! And yet no one has ever pondered this, eh?.. So it is - so it must be, if generations appear and vanish, blinded by faith in their own false perfection. Fine, but what happened to them - to the insects? Why did they freeze so eerily in place, where does this paralysis of development and sudden end come from, which occurred almost a billion years ago and forever held them back, yet wasn't powerful enough to destroy them? Ah, what of it! Chance killed their possibilities. Absolute, the stupidest chance imaginable... The fact is that insects trace their origin to the primary tracheates. And the primary tracheates emerged from the ocean onto land already possessing a formed respiratory system; evolution cannot, like an engineer dissatisfied with his solution to a problem, take the machine apart, make a new blueprint, and reassemble the mechanism anew. Evolution is incapable of that. Its creativity is expressed only in corrections, improvements, additions... One of them is the cerebral cortex... Tracheae - that's what was the curse of insects! They had no lungs, they had tracheae, and so insects couldn't develop an actively pumping respiratory apparatus, understand? Well, after all, tracheae are simply a system of tubes open at the surface of the body, and they can supply the organism only with the amount of oxygen that passes on its own through the openings... that's the reason. Though, of course, this is by no means my own discovery. But it's spoken of vaguely: as if it were insignificant. The factor thanks to which humanity's most dangerous rival was crossed off the list... Oh, what blindness can lead to! If the body exceeds certain precisely calculable dimensions, the tracheae will no longer be able to deliver the necessary amount of air. The organism will begin to suffocate. Evolution - of course! - took measures: insects remained small. What? The enormous butterflies of the Mesozoic era? A very vivid example of a mathematical dependence... of the direct influence of the simplest laws of physics on vital processes... The amount of oxygen entering the organism through the tracheae is determined not only by the diameter of the tracheae, but also by the rate of convection... and that, in turn, by temperature; and so, in the Mesozoic era, during great warm periods, when palms and lianas filled even the outskirts of Greenland, in that tropical climate there hatched these huge, palm-sized butterflies and moths... But these were ephemeral, and the very first cold spell destroyed them, the first stretch of less scorching, rainy years... By the way, even today we encounter the largest insects in the tropics... but even these are small organisms; even the largest among them are tiny compared to an average four-legged vertebrate... The dimensions of the nervous system were minuscule, nothing could be done, evolution was powerless.
My first thought was to build an electronic brain modeled on the nervous system of an insect... which one? Well, an ant, say. But I immediately realized this was simply absurd, that I was setting out on the path of least resistance. Why should I, a constructor, repeat evolution's mistakes? I again took up the fundamental problem: learning. Do ants learn? Of course they do: conditioned reflexes can be developed in them, that's common knowledge. But I was thinking of something else entirely. Not about the knowledge they inherit from their ancestors, no. About whether ants perform actions that their parents could not have taught them and that they, nevertheless, can perform without any learning at all! The way you're looking at me... Yes, I know. My words are starting to smell of madness here, aren't they? Some sort of mysticism? A revelation granted for ants to comprehend? A priori knowledge of the world? But this is only the introduction, the beginning, only the first letters of the methodology of my madness. Let's go further. In the books, in the specialized literature, there was no answer at all to such a question, because no one in their right mind posed it or would have dared to. What was I to do? After all, I could hardly become a myrmecologist merely to answer this one preliminary question. True, it decided the "to be or not to be" of my entire concept, but myrmecology is a vast discipline, I would have had to spend another three or four years on it: I felt I couldn't afford that. Do you know what I did? I set off to see Chentarle. Well, what a name! For you it's a monument carved in stone, but even then, in my young years, he was already a legend! The professor had retired, hadn't lectured for four years already, and was gravely ill. Leukemia. His life was being extended month by month, but it was clear all the same that his end was near. I mustered my courage. I telephoned him... I'll say it plainly: I would have telephoned him even if he'd already been in his death throes. Such ruthlessness, such self-assurance, belongs only to youth. I, an utterly unknown pup, asked him to speak with me. He told me to come, and set a day and hour.
Well then, I fired off all my guns at once, I was twenty-seven years old, you can imagine how I spoke! Whenever a link was missing in a chain of logical reasoning, passion took its place. I told him everything I thought about the human brain, not the way I'm telling you now - I assure you I didn't mince my words! About the paths of the pallidum and the striatum, about the paleoencephalon, about the ventral ganglia of insects, about birds and ants, until I arrived at that fateful question: do ants know something they weren't taught, and which, without any doubt, their ancestors did not bequeath to them? Did he know of a case that would confirm this? Had he seen anything of the kind in eighty years of his life, in sixty years of scientific activity? Was there at least a chance, even one in a thousand?
I thanked him as best I could, and left. I was incredibly happy. Oh, that Acanthis rubra willinsoniana! I had never in my life seen it, didn't know what it looked like, but my heart sang hymns of gratitude to it. Returning home, I threw myself upon my notes like a madman. That fire here, in the chest, that agonizing fire of happiness, when you're twenty-seven years old and certain you're on the right path... Already beyond the border of the known, the researched, into territory where neither human thought nor even a premonition had yet ventured - no, it's impossible to describe it all... I worked so that I noticed neither light nor darkness outside the windows: I didn't know whether it was night or day; my desk drawer was stuffed with lumps of sugar, they brought me coffee in whole thermoses, I gnawed at the sugar without taking my eyes off the text, and read, made notes, wrote; I'd fall asleep with my head on the desk, open my eyes, and immediately continue the train of thought from the point where I'd stopped, and the whole time it was as if I were flying somewhere - toward my goal, at an extraordinary speed... I was as tough as a strap, you know, if I managed to hold out like that for whole months - tough as a strap...
My reasoning went like this: a priori knowledge? No. Without the help of sense organs? But by what means, then? Nihil est in intellectu... <There's nothing in the mind - Lat.> You know it, of course. But, on the other hand, these ants... what's going on here, damn it? Perhaps their nervous system is capable, instantly or within a few seconds - which is practically the same thing - of constructing a model of a new external situation and adapting to it? Am I expressing myself clearly? I'm not sure. Our brain always constructs schemas of events; the laws of nature we discover are, after all, also such schemas; and if anyone thinks about someone he loves, someone he envies, someone he hates, that too, in essence, is a schema, the difference lies only in the degree of abstraction, of generalization. But first of all we must learn the facts, that is, see, hear - but by what means, without the mediation of the sense organs?!
It was a hard nut to crack. I had to invent what evolution had failed to make. Can't you guess what that might be? After all, it hasn't created a great many things that man has created. Take the wheel, for instance. No animal moves about on wheels. Yes, I know that sounds funny, but one can reflect on this too. Why didn't it create the wheel? It's simple. It's really quite simple. Evolution cannot create organs that are entirely useless in their embryonic stage. The wing, before becoming a support for flight, was a limb, a paw, a fin. It transformed and for a time served two purposes at once. Then it specialized fully in the new direction. The same holds for every organ. But a wheel cannot arise in an embryonic state - it either exists or it doesn't. Even the smallest wheel is nonetheless already a wheel; it must have an axle, spokes, a rim - nothing intermediate exists. That's why an evolutionary silence, a caesura, arose at this point.
But ants existed. Some germ of this was present in them - something, some fraction of such possibilities. What could it be? I began studying the layout of their nervous system, but it looked the same as in all ants. No difference whatsoever. So, on another level, I thought. Perhaps on the biochemical one? This didn't suit me very well, but I searched. And I found it. In Willinson's work. He was an extremely conscientious myrmecologist. The ventral ganglia of Acanthis contained one interesting chemical substance that couldn't be found in other ants, or indeed in any animal or plant organism at all; acanthoidin - that's what he called it. It was a compound of protein with nucleic acids, and there was also another molecule there that hadn't been fully cracked - only its general formula was known, which had no value whatsoever. I learned nothing and gave it up. If I had built a model, an electronic model displaying exactly the same abilities as the ant, it would have caused a great stir, but in the end it would have had merely the value of a curiosity; and I said to myself: no. If Acanthis possessed such an ability - in a germinal or embryonic form - it would have developed and given rise to a truly perfect nervous system, but it had come to a halt in its development a hundred million years ago. So its secret is merely a pitiful remnant, an accident, biologically useless and only apparently promising - otherwise evolution wouldn't have neglected it! So it's of no use to me. On the contrary, if I manage to guess how my unknown, diabolical brain must be constructed, this my apparatus universalis Limphateri <Limfater's universal machine - Lat.>, this machina omnipotens <All-powerful machine - Lat.>, this ens spontanea <Self-organized - Lat.>, then surely, probably, in passing, as if incidentally, I'll learn what happened to the ant. But not otherwise. And I put a cross over my little red guide in the darkness of the unknown.
So, I had to approach it from another side. Which side? I took up a problem that was very old, very much disliked by science, very - in this sense - indecent: parapsychological phenomena. This suggested itself naturally. Telepathy, telekinesis, precognition, thought-reading; I read through the entire literature, and before me spread an ocean of uncertainty. You probably know how matters stand with these phenomena. Ninety-five percent hysteria, fraud, boasting, muddled thinking, four percent dubious facts that nonetheless give one pause, and finally that one percent with which one doesn't know what to do. Damn it, I thought, there must be something of the kind in us, humans, too. Some fragment, the last trace of this chance unused by evolution, which we share with the little red ant; and this is the source of those mysterious phenomena that science so dislikes. What did you say? How did I picture it, this... this Limfater machine? It was meant to be a sage - a system that, the moment it began functioning, would instantly know everything, would be filled with knowledge. What kind? All kinds. Biology, physics, automation, everything about people, about the stars... Sounds like a fairy tale, doesn't it? And do you know what it seems to me? Only one thing was needed: to believe that such a thing... such a machine was possible. More than once at night it seemed to me that from reflecting beside an invisible wall, impenetrable, unbreakable, my skull would crack. Well, I knew nothing, nothing...
There I stopped. At night I sat over this record, by day I took long walks, and in my head there swirled and raged a whirlwind of unanswered questions. Finally, I said to myself: these phenomena, which I call extrasensory, don't occur in all people, but only in very few. And even in them they occur only sometimes. Not always. They cannot control this. They have no power over it. What's more, no one, not even the most brilliant medium, the most celebrated telepath, knows whether he's succeeded in guessing someone's thought, in seeing a drawing on a sheet inside a sealed envelope, or whether what he takes for a correct guess is a complete fiasco. So then, what is the frequency of that phenomenon among people, and what is the frequency of successes in one and the same person gifted in this respect?
And now the ant. My Acanthis. What about it? And I immediately wrote to Willinson - asking him to answer this question: did all the ants on the plateau start setting traps for Quatrocenticks eprantisiaca, or only some of them? And if only some, what percentage of the total number? Willinson - now that's what real luck looks like! - answered me within a week: 1) no, not all the ants; 2) the percentage of ants that built traps was very small. From 0.2 to 0.4 percent. Practically one ant out of two hundred. He'd been able to observe this only because he'd brought with him an entire artificial anthill of his own construction - thousands of specimens. He didn't vouch for the precision of the figures reported. They were only of an approximate character. The experiment, which was at first a matter of chance, he repeated twice. The result was always the same. That's all.
How I pounced on the statistical data concerning parapsychology! I rushed to the library as if being chased. Among people the scatter was greater. From a few thousandths to one tenth of a percent. That's because among people such phenomena are harder to establish. An ant either builds traps for Quatrocenticks, or it doesn't. But telepathic and other similar abilities manifest themselves only to a greater or lesser degree. In one person out of a hundred one can detect some traces of such an ability, but a phenomenal telepath must be sought among tens of thousands. I began compiling for myself a frequency table, two parallel columns: the frequency of ES phenomena - extrasensory ones - among the ordinary population of the Earth, and the frequency of successes of especially gifted individuals. But, you know, all of this was devilishly shaky. I soon discovered that the more precision I sought, the more dubious the results became: they could be interpreted this way or that, the experimental techniques varied, so did the experimenters - in short, I understood that I myself, since it had come to that, would have had to take up these matters myself, to research both the phenomena and the people myself. Naturally, I recognized this as absurd. I remained with the conclusion that in both ants and humans such cases amount to fractions of a percent. One thing I already understood: why evolution hadn't gone down this road. An ability an organism displays in only one case out of two or three hundred is worth nothing from the point of view of adaptability; evolution, you know, doesn't revel in spectacular results if they're rare, however marvelous - its aim is the preservation of the species, and so it always chooses the surest path.
I took up physical chemistry. Which reactions are insensitive to catalysts? The answer was short: there are no such reactions. In the sphere of biochemistry, there are none. This was a cruel blow. I lost all help from books, found myself alone with the possibility, and had to conquer it. Yet I still felt that the temperature problem was the right trail. I wrote to Willinson again, asking whether he had noticed any connection between the phenomenon and temperature. He was a genius of observation, truly. He answered me, of course. He'd spent about a month on that plateau. Toward the end, the temperature began to drop to fourteen degrees during the day - a wind blew down from the mountains. Before that there had been indescribable heat - up to fifty degrees in the shade. When the heat subsided, the ants, though they retained their activity and mobility, stopped building traps for Quatrocenticks. The connection with temperature was clear; one complication remained: man. In a fever he ought to display this ability to the highest degree, and that isn't the case. And then a thought blinded me, one that nearly made me shout at the top of my lungs: birds! Birds, whose body temperature runs, as a rule, at around forty degrees, and which display a stunning ability to orient themselves in flight even at night, under a starless sky. The well-known riddle of the "instinct" that leads them from the south to their native lands in spring! Of course, I said to myself, this is the very same thing!
I myself was in a fever then. I felt the warmth of a mystery, already so close, and knew nothing further. The whole edifice I had built consisted of exceptions, negations, hazy conjectures - approached in a businesslike way, it was a phantasmagoria, nothing more. And yet at the same time - I can tell you this - all the data were already in my hands. I had all the elements, I simply didn't know how to arrange them correctly, or rather, I saw them somehow in isolation from one another. The fact that there are no reactions immune to catalysis stuck in my head like a red-hot nail. I went to Macaulay, that famous chemist, you know, and begged him, yes, begged him to name even a single reaction not susceptible to catalysis; in the end he took me for a madman, I endured dreadful mockery, but I didn't care. He gave me no chance at all; I wanted to fly at him with my fists, as if he were guilty, as if he were doing it out of spite...
The way you're looking at me... So then, an error of evolution? An oversight? No. Evolution never misses a single chance. But its goal is life. Five words, you understand, five words, opened my eyes to this greatest of all the mysteries of the universe. I'm afraid to tell you. No - I'll say it. But this will be everything. Catalyzing this reaction leads to denaturation. Do you understand? To catalyze it, that is, to make it a partial phenomenon, one that occurs quickly and precisely, means bringing about the coagulation of proteins. Causing death. How, then, would evolution go about killing its own creations? Once, millions of years ago, during one of its thousand-fold experiments, it set foot on this path. This was before birds appeared. Can't you guess? Really? Reptiles! The Mesozoic era. That's why they perished, hence the staggering hecatombs over which paleontologists rack their brains to this day. Reptiles - the ancestors of birds - went down this path. I spoke of the paths of evolution, remember? If an entire species wanders into such a dead end, there is no return. It must perish, disappear down to the last specimen. Don't misunderstand me. I'm not saying that all stegosaurs, diplodocuses, ichthyornithes became sages of the reptile kingdom and immediately thereafter went extinct. No, because the optimum of the reaction - that optimum which in ninety cases out of a hundred determines its onset and development - already lies beyond the bounds of life. On the side of death. That is, this reaction has to take place in denatured, dead protein, which of course is impossible. I suppose that the Mesozoic reptiles, these colossi with microscopic brains, had traits of behavior in principle similar to the behavior of Acanthis, only in them it manifested itself many times more often. That's all there is to it. The extraordinary speed and simplicity of this kind of orientation, in which an animal, without the mediation of sense organs, instantly "grasps" the situation and can adapt to it in a moment, drew all the inhabitants of the Mesozoic era into a terrible trap; it was something like a funnel with narrowing walls - and at its bottom lurked death. The more lightning-fast, the more flawlessly the astonishing colloidal mechanism operated - one that reaches its greatest precision precisely when the protein suspension coagulates, turning to jelly - the closer these unfortunate hulks of flesh came to their own destruction. Their secret disintegrated and crumbled into dust together with their bodies, for _what_ do we find today in the fossilized muds of the Cretaceous or Triassic periods? Fossilized shinbones and horned skulls, incapable of telling us anything about the chemistry of the brains they once contained. So that only a single trace remained - the brand of the species' death, of the destruction of these our ancestors, imprinted upon the oldest phylogenetic parts of our brain.
Well then, in about half a year I already had, of course only on paper, the first sketch of my system... I can't call it a brain, because it didn't resemble either an electronic machine or a nervous system. Among other things, the building material was silicone gels - but that's already all I can tell you. From the physico-chemical analysis of the problem there emerged a striking fact: the system could exist in two different variants. Two. And only two. One looked simpler, the other was incomparably more complex. Naturally, I chose the simpler variant, but even so I couldn't even dream of embarking on the first experiments... to say nothing of the plan of realization... That astonished you, didn't it? Why only two? You see, I've already said that I want to be sincere. You're a mathematician. It would suffice for me to draw two inequalities on this very napkin, and you'd understand. It's a necessity of a mathematical nature. Unfortunately I can say not one word more... I then telephoned - to return to my story - Chentarle. He was no longer among the living - he'd died a few days before. So then I went - there was no one else left to go to - to Van Halis. Our conversation lasted almost three hours. Getting ahead of myself, I'll tell you at once that Chentarle was right. Van Halis declared that he would not help me and would not agree to fund the realization of my project out of the institute's resources. He spoke without beating around the bush. That doesn't mean he considered my idea a fantasy. What did I tell him? The same thing I've told you.
We talked in his laboratory, next to his electrical monster, for which he received the Nobel Prize. His machine really did perform spontaneous actions - at the level of a fourteen-month-old child. It had a purely theoretical value, but it was the model closest to the human brain, made of wires and glass, that had ever existed. I never claimed it was of no significance whatsoever. But let's return to the matter. You know, when I left him, I was close to despair. I had only worked out the basic scheme in principle, but you understand how far it still was from that to engineering blueprints... And I knew that even if I drew them up (and without a series of experiments this was impossible), it would still all come to nothing anyway: once Van Halis had said "no," after his refusal no one would support me. I wrote to America, to the Institute for Problem Research - nothing came of that either. A year passed like this, and I took to drinking. And then it happened. A matter of chance, but chance is, after all, what most often decides these things. A distant relative of mine died, one I hardly knew, childless, an old bachelor, the owner of a plantation in Brazil. He left me his entire estate. There was quite a bit of it: more than a million after the sale of the property. I had long since been thrown out of the university. With a million in my pocket I could do a great deal. This is a challenge from fate, I thought. I must do this.
Don't be angry with me for not being entirely frank and not disclosing the details to you. When I finish my story, you'll understand why I'm compelled to act this way. I can say only this: this system was, perhaps, the furthest thing from everything we know. I made, of course, a mass of mistakes and was forced ten times to start everything over from scratch. Slowly, very slowly, I came to understand this striking principle: the building material, a certain kind of protein-derived substance, showed all the greater efficiency the closer it came to coagulation, to death; the optimum lay right there, beyond the boundary of life. Only then were my eyes opened. You see, evolution must have set foot on this road more than once, but each time it paid for success with hecatombs of victims, its own creations - what a paradox! Because one had to set out - even I, the constructor, had to set out - from the side of life, so to speak; and it was necessary, at the moment of activation, to kill _this_ - and precisely then, dead - biologically, only biologically, not psychically - the mechanism began to act. Death was the gate. The entrance. Listen, it's true, what someone said - Edison, I believe. That genius is one percent inspiration and ninety-nine percent stubbornness, wild, inhuman, furious stubbornness. I had that, you know. I had enough of it.
I remember those four nights when I was assembling _it_. I think that by then I must already have felt fear, but I wasn't aware of it. I believed it was merely the excitement caused by the nearness of the end - and of the beginning. Twenty-eight thousand elements I had to carry up to the attic and connect to the laboratory through openings punched in the ceiling, because downstairs _it_ wouldn't fit... I acted in exact accordance with the final blueprint, in accordance with the topological scheme, although, God is my witness, I didn't understand why it had to be exactly so - you see, I derived it the way one derives a formula. This was my formula, Limfater's formula, but in the language of topology; imagine that you have at your disposal three rods of equal length, and, knowing nothing about geometry or geometric figures, you try to lay them out so that each of them touches, with its end, the end of another. You'll get a triangle, an equilateral triangle, it will come out, so to speak, by itself; you proceeded from only one postulate: an end must touch an end, and the triangle then comes out of its own accord. Something similar happened with me; and so, while working, I kept on marveling at the same time; I crawled on all fours through scaffolding - _it_ was very large! - and swallowed benzedrine so as not to fall asleep, because I simply could no longer wait. And then that last night came. Exactly twenty-seven years ago. Around three o'clock I was heating up the whole apparatus, and at a certain moment, when this transparent solution, gleaming like glue in the silicon vessels, suddenly began to turn white, coagulating, I noticed that the temperature was rising faster than it should have, given the influx of heat, and, frightened, I switched off the heaters. But the temperature kept rising, paused, wavered by half a degree, fell, and there came a rustling sound, as if something shapeless were shifting about, all my papers flew off the desk as if blown by a draft, and the rustling repeated - it was no longer a rustling, but as if someone, quite quietly, as if to himself, off to the side, had laughed.
You understand, _it_ kept talking for a long time yet, with pauses, from time to time reporting the new things it was learning at that very moment about other planets; its "field of knowledge" had already reached the orbit of Mars, then Jupiter; crossing the asteroid belt, _it_ launched into complex reflections on the theory of its own existence and on the desperate efforts of its midwife - evolution - which, being unable, as it declared, to create it directly, had been forced to do so through the mediation of rational beings, and had therefore, itself devoid of reason, created human beings. It's hard to explain this, but up until that moment I hadn't really thought at all, at least not seriously, about what would happen once _it_ began to function. I'm afraid that, like every person, I was more or less reasonable only in the most sober and thinnest layer of my mind, while deeper down I was filled with that garrulous, superstitious quagmire which our intellect actually is. Instinctively I had accepted _it_, so to speak, contrary to my own knowledge and hopes, as after all still one more variety, albeit a highly developed one, of mechanical brain; that is, some sort of super-electronic being, a thinking servant of man; and only that night did I become aware of my own madness. _It_ was not hostile to people at all; nothing of the kind. There was no question of the conflict people had previously imagined, you know: a revolt of the machines, a revolt of artificial intelligence - of thinking devices. Only, you see, _it_ surpassed in knowledge all three billion rational beings on Earth, and the very thought that _it_ might serve us was, for _it_, as absurd a notion as it would be for us humans to propose that we, with all our knowledge, all the means of our technology, our civilization, our reason, our science, should be supporting, let's say, eels. This was not, I tell you, a matter of rivalry or hostility: we simply no longer entered into the reckoning. What followed from this? Everything, if you like. Yes, up until that moment I too hadn't realized that man must be, in this sense, unique, necessarily unique, that coexistence with something higher makes man, so to speak, superfluous. Just think: if _it_ hadn't wanted to have anything to do with us at all... But _it_ did talk, at least with me, and there was no reason why _it_ wouldn't answer our questions; by that very fact we were doomed, because _it_ knew the answer to any question and the solution to any problem of ours, and not only ours; this made inventors, philosophers, educators, all thinking people unnecessary; from this moment on, as a species, we were bound to come to a halt in the evolutionary sense, spiritually speaking; the end was bound to begin. _Its_ consciousness, if we compare ours to a flame, was a star of the first magnitude, a blinding sun. _It_ harbored toward us the same feelings we probably harbor toward the boneless fish that were our ancestors. We know that without them there would be no us, but you wouldn't say, would you, that you feel gratitude toward those fish? Or sympathy? _It_ simply considered itself the next stage of evolution after us. And wanted - the one thing _it_ wanted, this I learned that night - for the second variant of my formula to come into being.